Chris Cortese - Writings

These writings are all from the period 1990 - 1994.
  1. Bottles
  2. Questions
  3. Difference
  4. Talking to Colorful People
  5. Last Breath
  6. Traffic
  7. Canadian Whiskey
  8. Radar Detector
  9. Breaking Squirrels
  10. Concise Comment on the Educational Process
  11. Tears
  12. 21
  13. Earth Girls
  14. Bird
  15. Party
  16. Wet Inspiration
  17. Safe Cooking
  18. In Hiding
  19. Blackout
  20. Drinking
  21. the Devil
  22. Mexican Beauty
  23. Spill
  24. Driving in a hotel room in Chicago
  25. Mara
  26. Any Change
  27. Indecision
  28. What to call a poem about the loss of a friend?
  29. Confrontation
  30. Time Management
  31. Conclusion
  32. Desert Daydream
  33. Near Death
Time Management


I had been reading Hemingway, Nabokov, and my Numerical Analysis text, and listening to Beethoven and Bruckner all day and I decided to hit the bar for a change and some beers. My old friend Geoffrey stopped me and told me about the art school he attends now. I didn't know he was going there and I was happy for him and sorry he had abandoned art. The next fellow I encountered walked up to me and told me I was wearing all black--yes, he told me this. If I had been, I might have commended him for his talents of observation, but since my sweater was dark blue I slapped him one in my mind and ended the conversation as courteously and hastily as possible. I went to the next bar. There I was happy to find this character who was one of those who likes you and you don't know why and he buys you (he bought me) a beer. I only had to talk to him through half the beer and then I drank the other half in peace and went to a party address I had overheard. At the door five guys greeted me with drunken enthusiasm. I had known three of them at one time or another. I pushed my way inside to see if any women were this happy to see me. They were not happy nor there. Some young punk sat next to me and looked at me and pointed at a girl's ass and for me to look at it and it was shaking but I was sorry it belonged to my seventeen- year-old friend, Jay, and it had given birth to his daughter and was here shaking in front of the punk. A few weeks ago I met a cute girl and yesterday I found out she had never touched a drop of alcohol and she aspires to be a Christian counselor on alcoholism. Anyway, I left the punk and the ass and went home to Nabokov, Mahler, Old Style, and then wrote this.